Holy crap was that ever good! I love the fact that she's cleaned up and she's aware of her past mistakes. How she understands now the truth of what was truly her undoing and the irony of how simplistic everything used to be.
At the same time its sad because even though she's entirely in control she still empty only in a different sort of way. She tells herself its lust she longs for, but when you read between the lines its clear she wants so much more. She just does not know how to put a name to it.
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Date: 2009-04-20 02:36 am (UTC)From:At the same time its sad because even though she's entirely in control she still empty only in a different sort of way. She tells herself its lust she longs for, but when you read between the lines its clear she wants so much more. She just does not know how to put a name to it.